Thursday, May 29, 2008

Set the Timer

It's almost June. June means I'll be leaving soon. Leaving soon means one thing to me. Freedom.

And what does freedom mean to me? Surprisingly, I don't have a single clue.

For the first time a couple weeks ago, I actually felt a twinge of regret in my heart. I started spending my free time in daydreams of open roads, clear skies, fresh air, good food. I sat in my chair and thought about friends, family. I lay in my bed and couldn't stop thinking about how much more comfortable my bed back home is...

I think most people call it, being homesick. Chalk it up to China to leave me feeling foreign feelings. Foreign...I just chuckled.

I'm dreading my decision that I have a strong premonition I'll be making--the decision, to find work in Hong Kong. I dread it because, well because that would mean staying away from home for an even longer period of time. But if I think about it for more than a few seconds I realize, it's also just a tad bit exciting.

Why? Well, I guess Hong Kong is a little bit like home too.

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